And I was DREAMING for you :)

Yeah, for you, to someone that I am waiting for. For YOU who could build an empire for me, or someone who could give up an empire for me. :) LOL, seems like happy endings are really far from reality nowadays. ;) MAHIRAP MAHANAP YUN, NAKAKAPAGOD. :)

Dati kasi, yeah right, when I was in high school, I used to dream about love. Actually I really do love the fact that love exist. I have a different point of view about INSPIRATION. Akala ko nun ang "inspiration" ay puro happiness. But this word creates a big impact in my personality. Something that makes me, and after bawiin yung word na yun, I find it hard to return to my REAL-OLD-SELF. I thought that being inspired means being loved by a person, that no matter what YOU WOULD BE TOGETHER. But I guess being inspired will let you feel that this world is not perfect. Ngayon iniisip ko na ang inspirasyon pala may hangganan, being inspired is not just about being happy, HINDI ISANG MALAKING TV SERIES ANG BUHAY. :)

At kung mahahambing pala ito sa isang drama hindi ito puno ng happy ending, may mga ending kasi na kumplikado, may mga ending din na malungkot lang, well, mahirap. Dahil tayo ang pumipili ng mga papasok sa buhay natin, minsan nga nahihirapan na tayong alisin kahit masakit na para satin ang mga nangyayari. Kasi mas nangingibabaw ang dependency natin sa mga ito, na iniisip natin if we can survive without these people. It takes a brave heart for us to be able to break the shackles that we have within us. Matagal bago natin ma-realize that it's not working anymore, plus the fact na mahirap maka-recover after letting that person go.

Well, 2 years, tama na yun para maka move on. Bitter-sweet journey, ikaw man ang maghintay sa wala. Bata pa kasi, naniwala kagad. :D But I am glad that I've experience that scenario in this life. :)) Hindi man ako nakabalik sa dating ako, masaya ko kasi ginusto ko lahat ng nangyari sa buhay ko. Ni hindi ko nga alam kung nung high school ako ay love na yun. How will you know if you are in love? Masaya ba yun? :) >

I really loved someone. I really do! Onga! Minsan nasabi ko din naman na OO FOREVER. Kahit naman korni yun e, totoo na dadaan tayo dun. :) I'm so random tonight, kanina iba yung kinekwento ko, ngayon eto na naman. Lahat naman babagsak dito e.

Okay, eto din yun. I am waiting, dreaming, and praying for the right love. Right in a way that it can prove to me that I also deserve someone for me to be happy. Totoo, kaya nga yun, sana. I am not that good with this one, feeling ko ang daming nagbabago sa mundo natin ngayon. Panu yun? pano uusbong ang love.

Sounds weird right? How can I find that someone? Or how will I wait for it? When will be the right time? Am I really deserving to be loved? Or how will I know if I am capable of loving someone after everything that happened! Bago ko mahanap yun, mafulfill ko na kaya ang moving on stage ko sa isang tao na pinakawalan ako. I don't know, ang daming surprises ng mundo na 'to. Okay so much drama, I should end this thing!

The title actually is for someone. Someone that I don't really know who. After many years, if I could find this someone, I want to compare if I would feel the same after finding him. :) IKR! Too much of my daydream.

Love is an important word. It contains a lot of responsibilities, a lot of pains, a lot of stories, and also a lot of happiness. :)