Thursday, October 14, 2010

Mga bagay

"Minsan may mga bagay na kailangan munang masira para malaman mo kung dapat mo pa itong ayusin o hayaan na lamang na nasa ganung sitwasyon."

--May mga bagay sa buhay ng tao na akala niya ay tama pa, ngunit kung susumahin halos lahat dito ay kamalian. Mali ang panimula kung kaya't hindi nakaabot sa katapusan o kaya'y hindi naman talaga nagsimula, o kaya'y ang tanging hangad mo ay kaligayahan ngunit kalungkutan ang iyong nakamit. 'yan marahil ang mga dahilan kung bakit may mga nasisirang bagay.

Finite journey

I am willing to wake up 2:30 in the morning, prepare a surprise for you at Legarda station and greet you a happy birthday. I was not afraid being a second best or even the last person that you'll love just to make you happy, that's how pathetic I am for you.

But I guess everything has an ending. It is not about loving you less, but loving myself a little bit more. You'll always be a part of my existence, but prepare your own safe zone today 'cause I will never be there again to bear all the pain just for you. It's been hell when I started loving you but all this time I thought of it as a heaven. I've been hurting myself for a long time, but like a circle it will proceed to its next cycle.