Magic, she fell.

She’s hearing your voice everyday, it’s not the most ideal voice for everyone but it’s the voice that she wants to hear in her lifetime.

She’s seeing your smile everyday and she would love to see it closer when that right moment comes.

She loves looking at your lips and she wants to feel those kisses from you everyday of her life when that time comes.

She loves how you make her feel, she loves your effect in her life; you’re like a heroine that she can’t resist.

Yes YOU, you who’s a part of those few people who have lighten her life, a part of those people who draw a smile in her face, a part of those people who make her believe that whatever her dreams are she can achieve them and a part of her routine everyday, a routine that puts those smiles on her face.

She blooms because of you, and she would like to say thank you for that. Thank you for making her feel good about herself, its been so long ever since she felt that feeling, thank you for bringing back that power to her. You’re one of those people who let her accept her flaws, who let her love herself once more, who let her try new things and rediscover that so-called beauty that she thought was never in her, though she's imperfect and maybe not the most-ideal-girl she feels like she can improve no matter what.

Someday is that magic word, someday everything will unfold, someday you’ll both know what would happen, someday you will let time judge it, and until that someday she’ll keep the happiness that she’s feeling no matter what.

You’re not the only person who makes her day or who makes her world beautiful but you play a big part on that beauty. You brought those colors, those butterflies, those fairytale in her life, those things that she thought are impossible to happen.

Though she doesn't know how, when, and where that exact moment came when she finally conclude that she loves you, she knows that she's grateful because she's in love with you.

She believes in you, she believes in the power of time, and don’t worry she’ll really wait.

At the end of each day she knows that she's one day closer to you, at the end of each day she always smile because she knows that you're worth it.

She's yours ever since that first day that she saw your smile. She's always thankful because she made a second look and finally saw that beautiful thing that she has been looking for.

The reason behind the word hate

“Never be too attach to a person. Never trust people because they will end up hurting you.” Those thoughts always come to my mind whenever I’m hearing your name. The agony that you created in my life, those hanging questions remained unanswered because you were not brave enough to face me, and my heart that is still suffering in pain because you left me here waiting and alone.

I laugh about it but the truth is it is still aching. Your visage is still with me every day, your scent is still that scent that I smell every day, and your words are still part of the reality that I don’t want to see, feel and hear. I haven’t been so vocal about it but the truth is my heart is still aching, the cracks in my fragile heart doesn’t seem to heal anymore, I thought that it was okay not until I realize that all that I've experienced with you were just part of your tactics because you needed me.

I've loved you, but I think it was never worth it. I do not deserve this pain that I am feeling right now, I am never deserving for this abandonment after all the things that I’ve done for you. You left me hanging and that’s the most painful part. You make me believe that fairytales do exist, that I just need to believe that something might happen and it will definitely happen, the fact that you made me believe broke my heart. You are good in creating stories which are not real in the first place. You left me, miserably crying over you while you are somewhere painting the town red.

I hate you. I hate you for making me believe that I can trust the world. I hate myself for trusting you that way. Now that you’re not already in my world I don’t know how to pick all the pieces of my shattered heart. I don’t exactly know where to start. What will I do? How can I bring back that faith that I lost when you abandon me? How? Why did I trust someone like you?

You’re just a stranger, a passerby, not until you broke my heart. Thank you for breaking it, now I don’t know where to go, what to do, and how to forget you.