Contained and not shattered at all

Then that someone will ask you not to forget, then he'll be the one who will forget everything. It's not that we have lots of memories but I became a part of his life, right? I don't really know why I am writing this stuff, maybe because it is really too heavy inside?

I met you 1 year ago and really I must admit it you are really humorous and sweet and all those stuffs. Actually I never wanted to establish any romantic relationship with you, like seriously, it didn't really cross my mind. I just love being flattered. But I just think that sometimes you will really realize the true value of a person when that person is not with you anymore. I've been so quiet about this thing that I even forgot to say thank you to you...

Thank you for comforting me when I thought that I would fail a subject.
Thank you for saying how beautiful I am despite the fact that I am haggard or sometimes I am not combing my hair whenever you are seeing me.
Thank you for being the only person who held my risk and dragged me into something that I didn't expect to be.
Thank you for sitting in front of me and blabbing about random stuffs.
Thank you for playing with me, most of the people or generally speaking guys that I know can't tolerate my childishness, you are one of those who can.
Thank you for making me feel that I can do everything if I will work hard.
Thank you for proving to me that I am all worth it, well it is not all about you saying those stuffs to me but AGAIN you are one of those who believed in me when I thought that I don't have things that I could be proud of.
Thank you for fulfilling my dream, I always dream of stuff like someone will just pinch my cheeks and smile, and you were the only person who did that!
Thank you for that stupid message behind that graduation picture "Piggy, will see you soon."
Thank you for that parker ballpen, stupid.
Thank you for entertaining me.
Thank you for making me feel that I am beautiful, thank you for those warm hugs, and thank you for being a pleasant memory.

Congratulations, you remain a beautiful memory, you will always be a beautiful memory.
Congratulations because I am still missing you.
Congratulations because I still admire how patriotic you are.

Maybe someday piggy will see you again, maybe things will change, maybe everything that we had will be a repress memory, or maybe it will be forgotten because it will be a disuse memory, but I firmly believe that someone's influence to a person will never be gone, he/she might not notice it, but that force will always be a part of him/her.

Belated Happy Birthday babo, star, handsome. I miss you, but I won't cry at all. This is the end of this chapter, though it's not that ideal type of happy ending, it's not an overrated type of story, it is something worth writing for, because that chapter allowed me to grow.

You always say that I should take good care of myself, now let me tell those words to you TAKE GOOD CARE OF YOURSELF, BABO, and though I will rip my pride because of this statement I will still say it: You are really great and I am FALLing for you. That's a cheesy line okay?

People who know your name will know the reason behind the word "FALLing."