I just can't stop myself from liking you. But seriously I will do everything to do that. I hate that you're even in my dreams, I hate that you can still hurt me, and I hate to play the role of the victim.
I just want to slap you big time right now. But how will I explain myself after doing that? You are not mine. You don't even love me. You are just using me to satisfy your ego, you asshole! I am tired of crying and weeping over you. I just want a peaceful life and I want to be truly happy. Why can't you give me that satisfaction? At least give me the opportunity to gather myself again and heal every wound.
But how will I start mending my broken spirit if you are always there pulling me closer to you and dropping me like a hot potato afterwards? How will I forget you if even my favorite food reminds me of you? How will I start over again if you are the only man that I really love this much? I am tired of doing this anymore. I don't want to be part of a one-sided love anymore. I want to be the main actress in my own movie. I want to be the only girl that someone will love and not just someone who will wait to be loved by you. All I want to do is break free and runaway from you. Will I be able to do this? Of course I can!
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